Something happened that I am a little embarrassed about, I can feel my face getting all flushed even now as I think about it. Yesterday when I was taking a break from dusting a bookshelf, I put my Jacket on and went outside for my break. I often go across the street to the arcade that is close to apartment that I clean. And cleaning a bookshelf is an endless task, I don’t know where all that dust comes from, every week there is a new layer waiting for me. My employer has so many books and is often actively reading at his desk while he supervises me. I think he cares for his books very much since he watches intently that I dust them with care.

Dance revolution
I am getting off track, back to the arcade, it is full of many fun games old to new. I played my favorite game, Dance Revolution, for a bit, I always make the high score with that game. When it comes to rhythm and music, I am a natural. It is when I switched to the game Ms Packman that the incident occurred.
Ms Packman
I was working hard to bump the initials KAS off from the high score list, maneuvering through the maze and avoiding the ghosts when I noticed some guy watching me. At first I thought he might be a fan of the game and really interested in my skill so I did not give it much though until I heard a clinking noise. He had dropped a bunch of tokens on the floor. I looked behind of me to see him on his knees reaching for the dropped tokens, but his face was looking up at me. And from his angle I realized he could see underneath my uniform dress. I turned back to the game trying to pretend I did not notice and concentrate on the game, but I kept thinking about him staring at me, and him seeing under my dress and then I began to have a hot pleasurable sensation between my legs. In a flash I felt my face go hot, so embarrassed to realize I was enjoying to have the stranger looking me in such a way. I quickly abandoned my game dropped my head to hide and left the arcade.
ms packman from below

As I started working again, I was thinking about what happened, feeling a big ashamed for the way I was feeling of enjoying it, even nothing happened. I should of listened to Kasumi to wear shorts under my skirt then this would of never happened.

March 10, 2010. 15940. 2 comments.

Part time Job

I decided to get a part time job after school. There has been a few things I have been wanting to buy, but I just do not have the funds to purchase them. I looked at the help wanted section of daily paper and after reviewing all the part time jobs out there, I started to feel pretty useless as a person. I could not find any that I was qualified for. Most of the jobs requested at least 2 years previous experience.

I just don’t know how people can get experience when there is no job out there does not require experience. Determined, I circled about 15 ads that I thought I could do even though I did not qualify and then started
to make some phone calls. Call after call, the pleasant conversation would end when the employer found out I had no experience.

I was about ready to give up when my luck changed. The man at the other end of the phone said that not many people had responded to his ad about needing a part time maid, so he was going to allow me to interview for the job even though I did not have any experience.

The next day I took the bus to the richer side of the downtown. I arrived at a very tall building, I explained to the doorman why I was their and he gave me directions to the apartment I had indicated. I took the elevator to the top of the building, I had not realized he had lived in the penthouse. I crossed my fingers and knocked on the door. I well groomed man answered the door, I told him I was here for the maid job, he invited me in and we sat down in the living room.

He started to explain that he only needed a maid to come two times a week and ‘only’ for a few hours to straighten up the place and cook dinner for him. That this apartment was a secondary home for him closer
to his business, a place for him to sleep twice a week, in order to give himself a break from long commute to work. The rest of the time he would be driving two hours to his home and family. Then he asked me, “if that was alright with you, can you start tonight”?

I said “yes”, two days a week fit my schedule well especially since I was still in school. He lead me to the bedroom closet took out some clothing, handed them to me saying, “this is your uniform you can change
in the bathroom and then meet me in the kitchen”.

I quickly changed, eager to get started right away and impress my new employer. The maid outfit fit perfectly except the skirt, it was too short. I tried to pull it down some to cover more of my legs, but there
just was not enough material to pull down. Shyly I walked to the kitchen, I figured it would be ok to work in such a uniform, and as long as I did not bend over, no one would see my panties.

your dinner
When I walked in the kitchen and saw him look, it felt more like he was staring at me. I felt my face get real hot, blushing I told him “I think the outfit is too small for me”. He replied, “nonsense, it is a perfect fit.” He quickly changed the subject giving me a tour of the kitchen. I then pulled some vegtibles from the frigerator asking him if he likes vegtible soup, he nodded then sat down. I then happily started my first day as a maid cooking dinner. Occationally I felt like I he was watching me, but when I would turn around, he would be busy reading a magazine. I think this will turn out to be a good after school job and I am probably over reacting about the uniform being too short, my employer seems to think it is normal. Wait till I tell Kasumi about getting a job.

The kichen that I took these snapshots can be found at the store Gemini Dream Designs.
Here is the SLURL:

January 29, 2010. 15940. 2 comments.

Art museum

Once in a while I get sad, sometimes I know why I am sad, and other times I don’t. Usually a hug from a friend will makes things better, it just does, don’t need words or anything, but when you know some cares it makes a big difference. When I am sad and by myself sometimes if feels like the end of the world, even when in 1 hour I will be with a friend getting that hug. What do you do for those 60+ long minutes of sadness?
museum stairs

I will often go to the art museum and look around. The art museum close to our school offers free entrance to all students. The museum is very peaceful and quite, and I find my mind will focus on the art works that people have spent many hours painting.
museum painting

My mind will drift off into the painting and I will breifly forget my sadness. It is a good place to go when you are sad, and soon I will find my mind settling down I have much more peace. And soon after I give my friend a call.

January 16, 2010. 15940. 3 comments.

The new Student

New student Tobie

Today afterschool I noticed Spooky leaving quickly, she was with a new girl. I waved to them but they did not seem to notice me. When I tried to catch up with Spooky I soon lost sight of her and found myself feeling sad and upset. I could not help but feel that she snuck away with this new student without saying anything to anyone. Normally Spooky will say something to me after class and want to hang out, but today I felt ditched. Who was this new girl and why did Spooky act like a stranger to me when around her?

The next day in biology class, a new girl was introduced to us all, as
October, she told the class to just call her Tober. Our teacher told Tober to go sit by me in class that we would be lab partners. Later after class, the teacher pulled me and Tober aside and explained to me the reasons for her choice, I had not been doing good in the class and Tober was an A+ student in biology in her other school, so she was hoping Tober could tutor me.

Tober & Yumi

After class Tober and I talked some, she seems very outgoing and a nice person, well I use the term person loosely, she has cat ears, a cat tail, and fur on her body. She told me she was very excited about being at this school and that one of her best friends already went here. As we talked I could not help myself thinking that her manner and body language was very boyish. She even looked at me like the boys do. I know she is a girl but half the time I found myself thinking she was a boy.

Yumi, Waff, & Tober

As we were talking Waff came in the classroom looking for me wondering what was taking me so long. I could not help but notice the similarities of Waff and Tober, they both had cat ears, a tail, and a similar fur pattern. I commented how they might be related, cousins or something, but quickly stated they had no similar family genes and seemed to hint an attraction for Waff.

We all talked and laughed before leaving the classroom. I think I like
this new student.

August 25, 2009. by Yumi. 6 comments.

Beach Party

on the boat at the beach

Spooky has been spending most of her free time at the beach surfing. I hope her studies will not suffer. She came to me the other day saying I should take a break away from my studies and go to the beach and later I saw her and Lan making plans for a beach party.

Friday came around and it was such a beautiful day I thought about
skipping class, but some how I managed to pull myself out of bed and get there. To my surprise I did not see Waff or Spooky in the classroom. Lan whispered to me that morning during before class that they all planned to have the the beach party today after school and told me to pass the information on. She said she had come prepared for the beach, looking around seeing we were alone, she lifted up her skirt showing off her bikini. She then said she planned to ditch her last class and head straight to the beach before all the good sun was gone.

I spoke with Kasumi in the hallway while getting my books out for
biology class, my locker is right next to hers and I started telling her
about my morning, no Waff or Spooky, Lan’s plan to skip PE, the beach party, and about a strange dream I had of her turning into a cat and started to hunt mice, haha, I had a good laugh about that last one. I was telling Kasumi I might ditch PE to leave for the beach early and hinting to her that she should do the same, though she seemed not to hear, in fact she seemed to be in her own dream world ever since I mentioned my dream to her. The bell rang and we ran off to our next class.

The day went on forever and I kept glancing at the clock, when PE finally came around, I changed into my shorts then went out to the field I could not see Lan anywhere. Our instructor told us to jog 3 laps around the track, on my first lap I jogged slowly letting everyone pass me, and then looking both ways I veered off to the right and went through a hole in the fence, and kept on jogging back to the dorm in order to change into my swimming suit. I have a bathing suit in the Locker room at school, but it is not the cute bikini that I wanted to wear for the beach.

Lan and Yumi in the water at the beach

When I finally got to the beach, the first person I saw was Lan, she was laying down soaking up the sun rays. I asked her about Spooky and Waff, but she said she had not seen them. I tried calling them on my cell, but got no answer. Lan and I walked along the beach taking in the surroundings, it was a tropical paradise, a place to forget about everything. As we walked I saw a seal out on the ocean, it was moving closer to the shore, I soon realized it was a person surfing, it was Spooky.

waff diving

Lan and I started to wade out into the water waving to Spooky, then Waff popped his head out of the water, he was wearing snorkeling gear. We all played in the water, I love playing in the water especially with friends, and with the hot sun burning down on us, it felt so refreshing.

with spooky

Kasumi eventually showed and then Napili. Napili had been the last one to come, she was going to ditch class with Lan, but she had to meet with one of her teachers after class.

cute snapshot beach

We all played at the beach and in the water until the sun went down. It is so pretty when the sun goes down and gets so orange reflecting on the clear blue water. Once the sun set, it got cold real fast. I wrapped my towel around my body and we all hurried back to the dorms joking and laughing all still so excited about the fun we had at the beach.

August 22, 2009. Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , . 15940. Leave a comment.

Stray Dog

Yumi, Kasumi, Lan, Spooky, & Dogs (Vix, & Scratch) in the mall
Today after class my friends and I decided to go to the mall and hang out. The architecture of the mall reminds me of nature, buildings are not square boxes with right angles, but rather they are curved like rounded rocks formed by many decades of clear water pushing its way towards the salty oceans. Inside each building are colorful cloth made from the hair and fur of animals weaved and sewed together to create different styles that will cling the human form. I wonder if a lost sheep would come to the mall smelling sweaters, the wool and cotton of it’s brother and sisters in the August winds.

Dogs (Vix & Scratch)
When we left school sitting there waiting for me was this stray dog. I had seen him in the morning looking a bit lost and lonely so I took out some of my lunch and fed it to him. It seemed to cheer him up a bit, and he wagged his tail like crazy. It wagged back and forth with passion, well it was more like moving around in a circle so much I thought he was going to take off into the air like a helicopter. He then proceeded to chase his tail like it was some kind of little animal that was sneaking up on him but always outside his reach. Then I pet him a bit and headed onto class. Well, too my surprise there was that same dog waiting for me after school to greet me. I had to discreetly push his nose away from my legs so he would not greet me the way dogs do to each other.

He followed me to the mall, and he accepted each of my friends as his family sniffing them formally with much interest. He was so happy to no longer be lost and to be part of a pack again.

We all laughed and played at the mall, it was just so fun to be with the group. I called Waff on my cell to see if he was interested to come join the fun, but he was busy customizing his motorcycle.

It was kind of funny while we were having fun, another dog showed up, he seemed to know ‘our’ dog.

Yumi, Kasumi, Lan, Spooky, & Dogs (Vix, & Scratch) on the fountain
We ended up over by the fountain, actually standing in it. I think it was Spooky’s idea to take photos over there and Lan’s idea to stand in the water. I just had to laugh a little at the idea of standing in the fountain taking pictures and think it was Lan who stepped into the water first. It just seemed so out of character for her, out of all of us, she seems to be the one who follows the rules the most, maybe we are a bad influence on her, hehehe. Kekona showed up right at the end, she put the gum she was chewing under the railing and quickly walked onto the fountain with us for photo taking.

Yumi with black Cat (Spooky)
Kasami told me she had to leave soon, we took a few more photos then she left. I guess she wanted to get home to study even though it was friday. I wanted to go walk with her, but I had a feeling she had something to do. Soon after she left, we all went our separate ways. I swung by one of the stores in the mall and ended up buying some denim cutoff shorts. I went home and put them on and then went for a walk missing my friends. It was starting to get dark, but I saw another stray, this time a cat. I sat down next to it and is came over to me and rested her head on my leg. As I sat there looking at the cat I began to think about the happenings of today and about strays. I think everyone is a stray at different times of existence. I think next time I am alone at school, I will look around and search for a stray standing alone, be it an animal or a person, then go say hi to them or just go stand next to them.

July 28, 2009. Tags: , , , , , , , , , . by Yumi, Location: At the Mall. 6 comments.

Exchange Student

Spooky, Waff, Lan, Napili, and Yumi 
Spooky, Waff, Lan, Napili, and Yumi

The other day, one of my friends Lan was introducing us to one of the newest students, well, she is actually an exchange student, she goes by the name of Napili. She has fiery red hair and looks so different from the rest of us, you can easily spot her in the classroom not only because of her hair but because she still wears the uniform from her own school. I think the two are becoming best friends, Napili seemed inseparatable from Lan. I did not quite catch where Lan said Napili was from because from he corner of my eye I saw Kasumi walk by, kind of dream like or as if she was in her own little world. I called after her wanting to introduce her to Napili, but by the time I looked out the classroom door, she was no where to be found.

Normally this would not bother me, Kasami is like that sometimes, all lost in a day dream, but today it did. The night before I had this strange dream, normally I would not have remembered my dream except this one I woke up with my heart pounding, all sweaty and tangled in my sheets. I remember in the dream some kind of scary door with weird symbol all around it. I had been holding Kasami’s hand she was trying to walk through the door and I was holding her back because I was afraid of what was in there and Kasumi seemed clueless. Then the door turned into a cliff and she was falling , I was the only one keeping her from plummeting off. There was no way I was going to let go and slowly I felt myself being pulled over the edge, this is when I woke up.

I rejoined the group and started to listen to the advice Waff and Spooky were giving Napili, I could not keep myself from laughing as they described some of the odd habits the school’s principle has. It was fun to hang out, but in the back of my mind I worry about Kasumi and hope she is safe.

July 21, 2009. Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , . by Yumi, Location: Classroom. Leave a comment.

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